Kaibigan Lang Pala

I went out with my friend after days of convincing me to go out with him. Sa limang taon naming magkakilala, 5 years na rin nyang sinasabi na may gusto sya sa akin. He's been the most gentleman I've ever known, maalaga, at mahal ako pero bakit ganun, bakit hindi ko kayang suklian ang lahat ng yun? He has been my crying shoulder everytime na may problema ako. Napapatawa nya ko at napapatawa ko rin sya pero para sa akin, our friendship is much more important than having a romantic relationship. Ayoko kasi na baka dumating ang araw, mag-iba ang turing namin sa isa't isa. Gusto ko and I'm happy sa status ng relationship namin ngayon.

Truth Prevails

It's been a week and five days since I posted pictures in my facebook account. Too many hurtful words had been thrown by my ex-bf to me but the hell I care because it's just my way of proving things.He had been the most lame person that I've known in my life. I know the truth but I kept on believing into his lies. And the truth still prevails. I'm happier now that I'm single than the hell with him. Life is an unending journey. We had to deal with it to survive.

Hurtful Words Piercing Deep Within

I opened my facebook early this morning and I got what I expected from the pictures that I posted from last night. My "boyfriend" message me with cursing words. Well, enough is enough! I'm done with it but I'll just let God take the rest.

Forbidden picture uploads

Finally, I've got the courage to post my pictures with my boyfriend in my facebook account. He restricted me from posting our pictures because he told me that his ex-girlfriends would become hysterical if they saw our pictures together. But it seemed that somethings wrong because he knew that his exes couldn't do something about it and they couldn't even hurt me because I'm situated in a different continent apart from them and my boyfriend. Yeah, I know it's confusing but I promise that I'm gonna tell you my whole story so there would not be missing pieces. Good night and hope you got lucky today. Happy 10-10-10 and Columbus Day tomorrow but still  had to go to work. Bye~ (",)

10-10-10

This is the best date to start blogging about my life. Mom said that if you start something new on dates that have same numbers, it would be a good start. Today is exactly 10-10-10 and it is 12:22 am on my clock but I'm still up. So, I just decided to create a new email address with new name and begin with my first blog. I decided not to use my real name because I'm not that strong enough to face this world and reveal the secrets behind me. I had so much to share with the world about my life and through blogging I could maybe lighten up this load that I've been carrying since I was little. I'll just leave it up to here and maybe do my 2nd blog tomorrow. I need to go to bed because I had to attend the first mass tomorrow. Good night.